Life with Two
Life with one was busy...life with two is fairly chaotic. Chaotic...who? Us?! I never really thought of how different life with 2 would be. Sure I knew it would be double the laundry, double the laughs, double the mess, a baby in each arm....but the word "hard" never crossed my mind. I'll be the first to admit that life with 2 small children (723 days apart) is hard. They already give me that look When Lila was first born I felt an enormous amount of guilt. I was exhausted, taking care of an infant and not able to give 100% of myself to Paisley. While he didn't act like he was enormously troubled by me suddenly having another little person to take care of, I literally felt awful. I blame most of that on hormones and (luckily) I don't feel so guilty anymore about giving him a sibling. There were numerous times Paisley would "need" me while I was either feeding Lila or changing her diaper. Both of those tasks were difficult to quit in th...